the house. lets see. oh, its probably never going to get finished. We cant seem to get things figured out...why? too many people wanting to be in control... and also a lack of effort- on all our part, which very much includes myself. I just want a dog...and i want to name it Puck.
I do wander though, why we have a tend to do that sometimes- not to relinquish control of something, that only we half ass worked on- its not like you put extensive time and energy into it, and yet- it pisses you off when someone criticizes it... constructive or not.. I know I do it sometimes, but other times i don't. Well some other people seem to be suffering from the same problem... but at least i admit it.
Isn't that architecture..."criticism"....
Its saturday, and we were supposed to go out and work today, but its raining... ALOT.
I like physically working on the house, but i hate the designing... WHY?? I sure wish I knew- i have absolutely ZERO desire to work on it. maybe it is because i get sick of arguing all the damn time over it... could be a possibility. Or, maybe I just need a change- away from hale. who knows, but something has been REALLY dragging me down lately.
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