the one where i wander why i always get hurt

it never fails. why? why do i always get hurt? i try to be careful, but.. it just never matters.

also- a full sheet of OSB across the top of the foot, from a truck bed does not feel very good.

so we had a big class fight last night... and i loved it, although those tends to make me nervous.

I think it is bullshit that WE, me, i - myself- has to pay money for a $200 tool that someonwe borrowed and lost. I didnt borrow it- and the people who did should be responsible- they should have taken it back when they were done using it- and now it walked off and i have to help pay for it. bullshit. i dont see anyone fixing my bumper because the trailer didnt get hitched on right. or any one paying for the bills because i have been to the hospital 3 times so far for this project... its crap. i dont mind paying for what is my fault- injuries... my fault... i guess. the trailer- not so much, but you know what- im responsible for it- and now the lights on it are messed up and you know who will have to pay to get it fixed? ME? f'ing, grow some balls and just say, " hey it was me- i lost it" and maybe habiTECH should pay- but not us. whatever.